Divorce
So, they asked me why I didn't stay there I wasn't happy I just couldn't lay here I wanted more of lust and temptation I wanted to smile more without hesitation I needed your love You just brought much pain I needed your support You made me go insane Every night I see your face… so, I ask her to turn over... while I’m gripping on her waist… wish it was you I was pounding… not that I enjoyed it but because I need her gone before morning and you, damn it you never could do half of what she does but what I rather have was love then this few moment with this woman I met up at this club I don’t know her name so in my head I say yours And it’s not because I want you Last I check I paid for my freedom It’s just nights like this I once with you wouldn’t mind that breakfast sandwich right before work right before school that was all you could do, jokingly you got my clothes ready after a long night I don’t know how you did but you did You had my shower ready for me to walk right In feeling the hot water hit my skin Washing away all my sins lord I tried to let her know It was me the whole time who needed to let go But I was too busy trying change you, yea I know so, I had to leave to be a better me I still had the keys thought they would always be belong to me but when I checked the locks they were not the same I checked the box, mail said his name now all these nights that lay here alone I don’t feel the same love and compassion that you once gave our happily ever after didn’t end like the books like the books end didn’t after ever happily our love and compassion that you once gave got me twisted up my words standing in this maze that I made that I stayed when you tried to work it out when you brought him in our house when you brought him round my kid when you vow to love him like you and I once did of course, I can’t be mad when our house lost all support I can’t be mad when I’m the one who filed the divorce.
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