I saw my dad for the first time He was just lying there quiet He had lost he had lost his whole mind And went on a non-purpose diet I asked can I help you look for what you lost He turned over and said I feel normal Me of many words but now at loss The fact I couldn’t help him makes me boil Why dad why won’t you let me help you I asked Then I turn to my son and say Looking down at while I stare in the glass You have helped me in so many ways The worlds painful, but smiles make joy We paint with love, but our feelings are coy
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Black, History repeats itself they been killing us for years If fathers don't make a difference they are going to slaughter all our kids When its black on black crime if you speak then you, snitch But the moments them blues kill us you want to protest We got to unionized and stick together like the Jews I don't want to die officer don't please shoot Living in fear, ain’t it's been time to make a change Living in fear, of being black is how they keep us in chains I just want to be free I WAS born a slave on a plantation in DC Booker T Said I never met a slave who didn't want to be free Or who would return once they was release But we idolize the streets, got us thinking it's the only way out Tell us we ain't made for college And private prisons fill up Outfit flawless bout to get more Check out the closet more kicks then a kitchen door When at a restaurant, and I'm the waiter man I can't back out I got to face it man While the foods hot can't keep em waiting man I own the floor if u need me raise your hand but only speak when spoken to Rappers get carried away like his isn't what I ordered dude And she had the fries you gave her mash taters Trying not spit nothing worse than a mad waiter Or even better, nothing worse than a mad kitchen Got me going back forward with this bird like bad mitten And if it’s bad written the kitchen will get pissed more I'm like damn no one got more kicks then this door It goes back and forward and back and forward as I work hard like I'm from el Salvador And yes, I adore putting time in It’s over time got to grind. From when I time in your truly, the mad waiter I look Successful
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So, they asked me why I didn't stay there I wasn't happy I just couldn't lay here I wanted more of lust and temptation I wanted to smile more without hesitation I needed your love You just brought much pain I needed your support You made me go insane Every night I see your face… so, I ask her to turn over... while I’m gripping on her waist… wish it was you I was pounding… not that I enjoyed it but because I need her gone before morning and you, damn it you never could do half of what she does but what I rather have was love then this few moment with this woman I met up at this club I don’t know her name so in my head I say yours And it’s not because I want you Last I check I paid for my freedom It’s just nights like this I once with you wouldn’t mind that breakfast sandwich right before work right before school that was all you could do, jokingly you got my clothes ready after a long night I don’t know how you did but you did You had my shower ready for me to walk right In feeling the hot water hit my skin Washing away all my sins lord I tried to let her know It was me the whole time who needed to let go But I was too busy trying change you, yea I know so, I had to leave to be a better me I still had the keys thought they would always be belong to me but when I checked the locks they were not the same I checked the box, mail said his name now all these nights that lay here alone I don’t feel the same love and compassion that you once gave our happily ever after didn’t end like the books like the books end didn’t after ever happily our love and compassion that you once gave got me twisted up my words standing in this maze that I made that I stayed when you tried to work it out when you brought him in our house when you brought him round my kid when you vow to love him like you and I once did of course, I can’t be mad when our house lost all support I can’t be mad when I’m the one who filed the divorce. Icarus. |
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